Im learning

wats dat feeling u huv when u thought u learnt it but soon u realize u didnt and same mistake u made b4 which u didnt wana make?

if its me i feel so bad.. and blame myself 4 nt learning frm dat first mistake!

but hey.. im learning not 2 do dat.
i
am
learning.

hmm

its time to start a whole new life.
forget about everything dats bad.
sorry, i was thinking and i think im gona say no.
but i hope ull understand....

ArgggGGHHHHHH

I dont know WHAT i want
but
WHAT do u want?

Fml

I wish dats guys can"t be comlicated..
some guys r straight up but sum r so hard 2 get ..==
i trusted u wif my life and wateva u say, i was willing 2 listen
when we talkd i was NOT willing 2 accept wat u told me to do..
but u thought dat was da best option so i listened 2 u...
now i wish dat i didnt listen 2 u.
COZ i realised last 2 weeks,
i cant get ova u..
u sumhow stays in my heart..
even tho i find anotha luv,
sumthing tells me 2 bak off a bit coz of u
its prob nt ur problem but its MY problem
u r so hard 2 get..
u tell me sumthing but thn u r alson thinkin of sumthing else..
da decision dat we made was suppose 2 b our best option and da option dat wont hurt us,

but it has hurt me already.

wat do u want me to do?

i askd u and u told me 2 move on..

took me awhile to think

AND as i told u..

i lykd u alot..

and u made it sound like theres no chance or hope between us.

so my decision was 2 move on.

but even tho i said so,

dat doesnt mean dat i can get ova u in few seconds.

it mite take a day, a week, a month or mayb years..

its been 2 weeks already

but u stil wont get owt of my mind.

when i saw u i tried not 2 go anywhere near u, i tried not 2 c u
because i thought if i dnt c u thn i wont think about u.

but now i know wateva ppl say 2 me..
its so hard 2 not 2 like u.


BUT i did find oda luv which is kinda differnt 2 wat i had b4..

and now i feel like i made another mistake,
another mistake dat i neva wanted 2 make again
but i jst did ><

im gona TRY 2 make it last 4 a little bit more but
if i think i cant thn im sorry ull jst huv 2 let go me.....

i hope u understand,,
i think my heart ryt now belongs 2 da one i lyked and i lyk,
but im givin a try wif u but dk as u said i mite not ________

why is this happening to me...

well it is happening si ill face it.

but if this relationship is ova coz i stil huv a feeling towards u..

i kno dat i wana stay single...
i dnt wana b in a relationship
unless its with you.

IM SORRY 4 those ppl dat i mite hurt.

BUT ive learnt so much
and ive learnt so much about myself too,

i think i cant let u go..
if u think i reali shud let u go.
how can I??

New TYPE......!??

i reckon therez 2 kind of _ _ _ s

threz one who is reali cool
but threz anoda kind dat is kinda .....
M _ _ _ Y
ive onli known... da COOL one
but now im getting to know da oda....
ROFL
this will be an interestin experience....!??

loveD

da one dat ill alwaes belong 2,
ull neva kno who it is till u r readi.
even tho it was sum1 u me alreadi u wont find out til
u r older....
but u huv a feelin dat dats who u belong to...
even tho its like this now,
if im da person who belongs 2 u
i think sumthing will bring us 2gether.
im waiting 4 dat mooment 2 come~

HMM>>

i dnt kno anymre..
i thought u understood
but 2day sumthin happend and made me think again..



R U trustworthy??

~caring~

i thought u didnt care.
but nw i realised dat u reali do.
and da decision i made 5 days ago,
i hope it was a good one ^^
u spend time cleaning ur car, understanding me etc
i appreciate it~
thnx XD <3 u
GOOD night sweet dreams!

Jst da way u r

i gt annoyd few days ago at sum1...

i think i know myself mre thn any1 else.

so why r u telling me wats best option...

i hope u answered da oda way but u jst had 2 b like dat....

BUT
i did listen 2 u and stil am

i hope one day u dnt regret this.

and i hope i dnt too,

jst 2 let u knw dat i liked u a lot.

but da time wasnt rite

if i can go bak 2 july holidays, i would be happy and i think u would have too.

but it turnd owt this way and its too late.

i hope u huv a nice life and i hope dat we can b good friends 4EVA!

but da feeling has changed a bit but i want u 2 know dat i stil care about u.

LIFE

i cant change da way u r
but i am a bit sad da way u turnd owt.

its too late.
but i believe u can change few things.
it will be challenging but i hope u try....

PAST and... NOW

so many bad things happend 2 me this year
this year was da most sad year i eva had ><; i tried 2 forget things but i couldnt... i tried 2 get ova sum1 but i couldnt... i thought i didnt like dat person, until one another person came in my life.. so i ended up hurtin those 2 ppl and myself, i made ppl hate me cz of this.. i jst wana say sorry 2 those 2ppl dat i hurt ><

but now....

i had talk wif one of da person and finally i got over him few daes ago afta several months..

and we r both algud wif wat we decided. 1st i dint want 2 but realised dat it is prob da best option.

hmm

and now i forgot about all da BAD things

dat happend 2 me so far and now..

im starting a NEW LIFE <3

with FULL OF GOOD MEMORIES~ (241009)

da one dat i was gona say no to, he changd my mind when we had about few hours talk,.

and i hope da one i chose will last in my heart.

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and i love my friends especially JAMIE, and GABRIEL who wr there 4 me da whole time.

and JESSICA, i hope we wont huv a fight again and dnt forget our rules!! XD

when we fight <3><

~i hope we all will stay as GOOD FRIENDS 4EVA~

oh and gabriel good luck in singapore ^^

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LOL 1st day

i felt left out since jess and jamie had one ahaha

so i made one myself xD

Today went to bike riding with jamie and jess ^^

bt it didnt turn owt dat gud at first ><

Jamie u okay?????

well anyways it was pretty gud at da end xD

MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME TT