Fml

I wish dats guys can"t be comlicated..
some guys r straight up but sum r so hard 2 get ..==
i trusted u wif my life and wateva u say, i was willing 2 listen
when we talkd i was NOT willing 2 accept wat u told me to do..
but u thought dat was da best option so i listened 2 u...
now i wish dat i didnt listen 2 u.
COZ i realised last 2 weeks,
i cant get ova u..
u sumhow stays in my heart..
even tho i find anotha luv,
sumthing tells me 2 bak off a bit coz of u
its prob nt ur problem but its MY problem
u r so hard 2 get..
u tell me sumthing but thn u r alson thinkin of sumthing else..
da decision dat we made was suppose 2 b our best option and da option dat wont hurt us,

but it has hurt me already.

wat do u want me to do?

i askd u and u told me 2 move on..

took me awhile to think

AND as i told u..

i lykd u alot..

and u made it sound like theres no chance or hope between us.

so my decision was 2 move on.

but even tho i said so,

dat doesnt mean dat i can get ova u in few seconds.

it mite take a day, a week, a month or mayb years..

its been 2 weeks already

but u stil wont get owt of my mind.

when i saw u i tried not 2 go anywhere near u, i tried not 2 c u
because i thought if i dnt c u thn i wont think about u.

but now i know wateva ppl say 2 me..
its so hard 2 not 2 like u.


BUT i did find oda luv which is kinda differnt 2 wat i had b4..

and now i feel like i made another mistake,
another mistake dat i neva wanted 2 make again
but i jst did ><

im gona TRY 2 make it last 4 a little bit more but
if i think i cant thn im sorry ull jst huv 2 let go me.....

i hope u understand,,
i think my heart ryt now belongs 2 da one i lyked and i lyk,
but im givin a try wif u but dk as u said i mite not ________

why is this happening to me...

well it is happening si ill face it.

but if this relationship is ova coz i stil huv a feeling towards u..

i kno dat i wana stay single...
i dnt wana b in a relationship
unless its with you.

IM SORRY 4 those ppl dat i mite hurt.

BUT ive learnt so much
and ive learnt so much about myself too,

i think i cant let u go..
if u think i reali shud let u go.
how can I??