hmm

its time to start a whole new life.
forget about everything dats bad.
sorry, i was thinking and i think im gona say no.
but i hope ull understand....

ArgggGGHHHHHH

I dont know WHAT i want
but
WHAT do u want?

Fml

I wish dats guys can"t be comlicated..
some guys r straight up but sum r so hard 2 get ..==
i trusted u wif my life and wateva u say, i was willing 2 listen
when we talkd i was NOT willing 2 accept wat u told me to do..
but u thought dat was da best option so i listened 2 u...
now i wish dat i didnt listen 2 u.
COZ i realised last 2 weeks,
i cant get ova u..
u sumhow stays in my heart..
even tho i find anotha luv,
sumthing tells me 2 bak off a bit coz of u
its prob nt ur problem but its MY problem
u r so hard 2 get..
u tell me sumthing but thn u r alson thinkin of sumthing else..
da decision dat we made was suppose 2 b our best option and da option dat wont hurt us,

but it has hurt me already.

wat do u want me to do?

i askd u and u told me 2 move on..

took me awhile to think

AND as i told u..

i lykd u alot..

and u made it sound like theres no chance or hope between us.

so my decision was 2 move on.

but even tho i said so,

dat doesnt mean dat i can get ova u in few seconds.

it mite take a day, a week, a month or mayb years..

its been 2 weeks already

but u stil wont get owt of my mind.

when i saw u i tried not 2 go anywhere near u, i tried not 2 c u
because i thought if i dnt c u thn i wont think about u.

but now i know wateva ppl say 2 me..
its so hard 2 not 2 like u.


BUT i did find oda luv which is kinda differnt 2 wat i had b4..

and now i feel like i made another mistake,
another mistake dat i neva wanted 2 make again
but i jst did ><

im gona TRY 2 make it last 4 a little bit more but
if i think i cant thn im sorry ull jst huv 2 let go me.....

i hope u understand,,
i think my heart ryt now belongs 2 da one i lyked and i lyk,
but im givin a try wif u but dk as u said i mite not ________

why is this happening to me...

well it is happening si ill face it.

but if this relationship is ova coz i stil huv a feeling towards u..

i kno dat i wana stay single...
i dnt wana b in a relationship
unless its with you.

IM SORRY 4 those ppl dat i mite hurt.

BUT ive learnt so much
and ive learnt so much about myself too,

i think i cant let u go..
if u think i reali shud let u go.
how can I??

New TYPE......!??

i reckon therez 2 kind of _ _ _ s

threz one who is reali cool
but threz anoda kind dat is kinda .....
M _ _ _ Y
ive onli known... da COOL one
but now im getting to know da oda....
ROFL
this will be an interestin experience....!??

loveD

da one dat ill alwaes belong 2,
ull neva kno who it is till u r readi.
even tho it was sum1 u me alreadi u wont find out til
u r older....
but u huv a feelin dat dats who u belong to...
even tho its like this now,
if im da person who belongs 2 u
i think sumthing will bring us 2gether.
im waiting 4 dat mooment 2 come~